Ahaha, I haven't made a journal like this in forever...


YES well I got bored one day on Neo and decided WHAT THE HELL let's enter the beauty contest. n_______n


So I entered my fatty Gnorbu, Jaeqob.

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SPARE A VOTE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE??? ;u;

I'd appreciate it so much~!

I figure since Gnorbus are so... unpopular that I might actually stand a chance ;alskfj but then again, you never know what kind of picture can win in the BC ffff... as I've learned in the past.


but yeah anyway VISIT his petpage for a better quality pic. |D

Thank you so much if you vote for him~~~! ;u;



_{Now to waste my weekend advertising his picture a;lskf ugh GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMESSSS n____x}


ALSO! I just got back from seeing the Princess and the Frog.

IT WAS... sooooooooooooooo cuteeeeee;alksdjf;ksjflkfkk I loved itttttttttt ;;;;;______;;;;;
GO SEE IT DAMNIT IT >:C
The animation was gorgeousssss gahhhh


and now I'll shut up OVER AND OUT!

HAYYY GAISS

I wanted to get that old whiny paranoid journal off of my front page lol



ummmmmmmm


so yeah


I don't know what to say


I GOT Pokemon Battle Revolution

because I'm a nerddddddd



it's fun


andandand

I HATCHED a shiny Phione about a week ago


I HATE MASUDA SO DAMN MUCH IT'S SO TEDIOUS


but the results are so worth it ;A;


-strokes shiny Phione-


Phione: -cries-

Am I going crazy?? ;___;


SO that weird head wooziness problem I talked about has gone away... but now something NEW has popped up that feels wrong.

So... I was laying in bed reading a book about two days ago with my head propped up with my elbow.. and then all of a sudden I felt, like, a bug crawling on my arm. So I looked my arm over for it and saw nothing there... so I kind of shrugged it off and went back to reading. A few seconds later it happened AGAIN, and when I checked my arm, AGAIN, nothing was there. It happened a few times after that.. it felt like a bug was crawling on me, but everytime I looked for it, there was nothing there. I tried not... really thinking much of it ;alsf I kind of passed it off as maybe I had a piece of hair on me that I couldn't find... but then it MOVED to other parts of my body.. like, I felt it on my leg, back, and shoulders at times. So by now it was starting to... concern me a bit a;slfk I took my anxiety medicine for the night and went to sleep. THE NEXT DAY I went to my classes in the morning... I didn't really feel the crawly feeling during that time so I figured it went away... but then I went home for the day and was sitting on my bed doing school work when I started feeling the bug... crawling thing again all on random parts of my body ;___; It was really annoying and I had no idea what it could be a;dslfk I told my mom about it but I think she's getting fed up with my health complaints so she's all I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS CAITLIN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU BLAHBLAHBLAH asdkf so needless to say I don't really.. know what to do ;__;

THEN it got worse today ;adskf

I was sitting on one of the hard chairs in our kitchen today... and as I leaned forward to get up, I felt this REALLYYY weird tingly feeling in my lower back ;sdlkf like... the area above the tailbone ughhh it was so strange, like water was running down my skin or something a;sldkf so that of course freaked me out... so I decided to test it again later to see if it would happen once more a;lfdsk
SO about... an hour or so later I went and sat down in the same chair.. everything felt fine for a moment.. but then I started moving around in my seat and THIS FEELING like;alskdf ughhhh it's really hard to describe it felt sososo strange ;____; almost like... POPPING under your skin ;ask in the same spots around where the water-running-down-your-skin feeling was ;alkf;k

I feel like I'm going crazy here I have no idea what's wrong with me ;___; I just get over this wooziness and dizziness and then THIS starts happening ughhh

I don't know if it could be, like.. a side-effect of my medicine... I checked the side-effects of it and it didn't list MIGHT CAUSE SKIN TINGLING or anything like that ;lakfd either that or it's another anxiousness... thingie? DD:

God I really don't know I kind of want to see a doctor because I'm scared of what it might be ;A; I looked up the feeling and a lot of sites pointed me to NERVE PROBLEMS aughhhh good lord what if I have some disease or something messing with my nerves now sobsobsob I'm scaredddd


Speaking of my ANXIETY MEDICINE, I had to start taking half a pill because every time I took a full pill, I got reallyyyyy woozy and it just.. took everything out of me lol it just made me feel really... blah. NOW I'm thinking that half a pill isn't enough because I was freaking out today over these weird back tingles and I had taken a pill about 45 minutes prior to that |C ugh


I'm turning into such a hypochondriac every time something happens to me now I think it's some SUPER HORRIBLE UNCURABLE disease ;___________;

I just really wish I knew what those weird popping feelings in my lower back are al;sfk it felt so strange x__x

I'm afraid because I don't know if it's my medicine causing it... or it's something tied with my head wooziness I had... or something all on its own -sob- eeughhhhhhh NINI CHILL OUTTTT ahhhhh

I've also stopped drinking Pepsi recently... and switched to water (I had two pepsis yesterday though as;l).. but I don't know if that might have anything to do with it. .__. (I used to have Pepsi, literally... EVERY DAY whenever I wanted a;lsk)


ugh sorry I made a journal about my health paranoia ;alskdfj I just don't really know what to do. xC I mean, I have a 5-day weekend this week but I'm not feeling very excited right now because I'm too preoccupied worrying about my BODY PROBLEMS a;lskf;jfdskflk


I need to chill out DEEP BREATHS NINI YOU PARANOID FREAK FFFFF

I've decided to get back into MSN. c:


-APOCALYPSE-


NO. NO APOCALYPSE. ;lks people have been asking me for a while now so I thought I'd get over my shyness a little bit and get a new MSN account.

NOTE ME FOR IT.

Because I don't use my old account anymore.


No way in hell am I going to post it here as;lkf

Last time I did that I had a friends list half consisted of people I didn't even know ;alksf;kfj

SO THAT WAS kind of awkward lol.

So just drop me a note, please!




Oh, and I'd like to thank you all for the incredibly reassuring comments last journal... seriously you guys, you made me feel a hell of a lot better and I greatly, GREATLY appreciate it. ;n; You have no idea some of the crazy diseases I worry about having as;lfk it can drive you crazy! Everyone's comments made me feel so much better knowing that I'm not the only one out there having these weird attacks and dizziness a;sfkj so thank you guys so much! ;u;


Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go practice my tablet a bit~ >3> I haven't used a tablet it years!!!1 I can't believe how rusty I've gotten with it!; alkf oh well practice makes perfect. If I could use a tablet back then, I can use a tablet now.