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Tue Jun 9, 2009, 7:12 PM
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: Interstellar Flight
  • Playing: Pokemon Pearllll
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi
Heyyy guys


um still being pretty inactive... sorry about that.


Good news! I'm off of school! Yayyyyyy. I graduate this Saturday.


I have a crapload of family members coming in to see it too... my grandparents (on my mom's side) just flew in today and are staying for a week. aww~


uhhh... yeah I don't really know what to say! Just kind of popping in to assure that I'm not... dead or anything.


Sorry I haven't been on MSN in FOREVER. ugh. I'm having trouble signing in, to be honest. My MSN seems to sign in only when it wants to... which is rather annoying. If it won't sign in, I basically have to restart my computer and load it again in order for it to work. So tedious. I:<


I feel like I'm really... boring here. bawww I'm sorry! I feel bad that I never really submit pictures anymore... all I really draw nowadays are half-assed doodles... I'm not very confident in my drawing skills at all. I'm really insecure about what to submit here, too... Like, I WANT to submit doodle pages and sketches and shit but most of the time I end up just uploading them to my Photobucket account because I deem them too crappy and embarrassing to submit to my actual gallery. baww.

...actually I get embarrassed about uploading them to Photobucket too! ahhh what's wrong with me. I guess sometimes I just want my art for my own eyes... how boring. :'C I'll try to fix that.


I've really lost touch with a lot of people around here, too... though that's mostly my own fault. You all know how I'm... really, really shy, right? Well, that applies to the internet, too... sometimes I'm just too shy to actually go on MSN and start conversations with people. I feel really bad about it too because I know there's people who'd like to talk to me and who I'd like to talk to as well... but... yeah. You'll have to forgive the fact that I quite literally have no social skills whatsoever. I'm honestly really, really sorry I haven't been on MSN in long time. If anyone ever has the urge to chat with me about something, my notes here on DA are always open and I'll always reply to them. c': I really hope you can forgive me and my social ineptness. Sometimes it's just... really hard for me to talk to people... and yes it sucks. VERY BAD. God have mercy on my nonexistent children should they inherit my social abilities.



Wellllllllllllll graduating soon yeahhh! I'm kind of overwhelmed! D': It still hasn't even kicked in that I'm no longer a high schooler! Ahhhhh

I'm excited, though... deep... deeeeeep down?? -shot- No I am a;skfdj I'm just kind of nervous at the same time though.. I dunno. It's hard to explain *__*;


Lalalala


and YAY I now have every breedable Pokemon on my Pearl game~ :'DDD Including all of the starters and Manaphy and Phione~ WOOH. My last breedable I had to get was a damn SHUCKLE. Thing was a pain in the ass to get but I eventually found someone to trade with. >:C

Now I just have to evolve a few more Pokemon (mostly Pokemon who evolve at level 40+. Ughhh which are such a pain in the ASS to level up if they're not traded from another game -cry-) and then all I have to worry about are those DAMN LEGENDARIES ;aslkdfkds which I'll probably never get. n___n Or at least until Heart Gold/Soul Silver comes out. Next year. -die-


I'M SUCH A NERDDDDD


But I love Pokemon a lot stfu


I HAD TO CATCH 'EM ALL


DAMNIT



I really need My Pokemon Ranch for the Wii too because I'm running out of space in my PC boxes a;skfd;

noooooooooo



okay starting to ramble I'LL SHUT UP NOW



I'll try to submit some doodles or something to my scraps... or POSSIBLY my main deviations if I resist my eventual embarrassment ;alsfkd ...or maybe my Photobucket account I DON'T KNOW! but yeah keep an eye out I guess. I:


And... I'll TRY my hardest to get back into MSN~ :'C


OH YEAH ALSOOO going to start working on my character site again now that I actually have time to sit down and write stuff on it. >:I I... have a few new characters I came up with that I need to add... -shot- I CAN'T HELP IT DAMNIT SOMETIMES THEY JUST ~COME TO ME~ AND I LOVE THEM LOTS -doubleshot-

yeah


Have a nice summer everyoneeee~! c':

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Nini 8DDD :glomp: I've missed you, its nice hearing from you again ;; :heart:

Congrats on graduating! :D I graduate tomorrow dfadsf I'm excited but at the same time nervous that I'm going to do something stupid like trip across the stage in front of the whole stadium of people ahhh ;n;
Its a nice feeling though isn't it? Being done with high school @__@ But I hear what you say about feeling overwhelmed...I'm feeling the same way; its hard for me to..really come to grips with the fact that I'm not in high school anymore..its kind of a strange feeling...I think in time it'll become easier to adjust to...

And major kudos to you for getting all those pokemon in your game @__@ I would not have the patience to do that...hence why I cheated lol *brick'd* xDD
If you'd like, I'd be more than happy to help you with some of those harder-to-get legendaries you can't normally get in the games :D Just let me know which ones you need C:

I hope you submit art again soon, I really love your style, its so fun and expressive, and even if you aren't always proud of it, I think its amazing <3 By the way I saw your concept for Konnor's new design and I've got to say I really like it! *n* The toned down shades of blue and purple look really nice against the white, and I think the color scheme looks nice and masculine without the pink on the fur c: Great job! :D

And speaking of characters I'm going to be waiting for those updates on your site! I keep checking back all the time for updates...I cannot WAIT to hear about those new characters and stories @__@ :excited: Ahh that reminds me I have to get working on my own site and some of those new characters of my own >3>

That sucks about your MSN though...that its so weird with signing in and whatnot D: I really miss talking to you..I always enjoy being able to talk about our stories and characters and to learn more about yours..its always so inspiring ;n; Look, I'm not a social person either...I know how you feel about being hesitant to start conversations or talk to people...trust me...I do. Even as I've been reading your journal, I can relate to the falling out of touch as well...I know that's been happening with me around here too...its..not always easy keeping in touch with people. :c But...I think it would be worthwhile to try...to at least be on MSN, because...there really are people, like you said, who enjoy talking to you. You aren't bothering anyone by being there <3

Oh wow sorry for that novel comment @.@ I hope you're having a fun summer c:

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Congrats on the graduation :3

Niniiii I think all yer arts are awesome C: Even the doddle you draw on the toilet in 5 O'clock in the morning.... if you do that dhlkash.

No seriously I just love your art no matter how hard you tried on it <3

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No, this is Patrick.
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Cartsss! Long time no talk~ :'D

Congrats yourself! Good luck tomorrow~ ;u; baw, and don't worry, I'm sure you'll do fine! <3
... though I'm actually worrying about tripping onstage myself a;lskfd -shot- nah, it'll be okay MUST THINK GOOD THOUGHTS

xDD Hehe, thanks! Ahh and really?? That'd help me out a lot there's tons of legendaries I still need~ ;n; I'll totally take you up on that offer!


Aww, thank you~ x'D Yeah... slowly but surely working on those quad refs. *u*; I haven't drawn my characters' quad forms in forever! D': It was kind of refreshing to draw them that way again~

And YOUR CHARACTER SITE a;lskfdkf CARTS your such an amazing story teller I'm loving your little "Sunshine and Shakespeare" story you're writing~! ;u; <333 That alternate story line with Kero and Saige having a son and all was a really cool idea! *u* I'm really liking Skye and Claire's characters~ :iconteheplz:

I'm ALSO liking Giancarlo's lovely story~ >u> alskfj; gahhh he's so delightfully CREEPY -shot-

AND NOW... I'm inspired to work on my own characters' stories~ :''D


yeahhh MSN has always been a pain for my computer to load for some reason. I just really hope people aren't taking my MSN problems as an excuse to not sign aslkdf;k That's why I feel so bad having to complain about it every time I make a journal here... I feel like by now people are all OH NINI YOU UNSOCIAL WHORE STOP WITH THE EXCUSES YOUR MSN PROBABLY WORKS FINEEEE :iconohuplz: -shot- bah but yes I really would like to get back on sometime soon so I can catch up with people~ ;n; I'll try!

Bah and it's okay I just typed a whole novel of a reply so WE'RE EVEN :iconteheplz: -smack'd- But it's nice to talk to you again~! ;u;

And again, good luck tomorrow! <333

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Awwh thank you so much~~ ;n; <333

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Stupid, Nini. 8(
I really miss chatting with yoouuu! It's so weird looking back at HOW LONG we knew each other yet we seemed to just..not talk anymore. BUT IT HAPPENS!

And I totally understand with the shy-nesses....My social skills are fucked badly too. ;; I like, try and talk with people but it always ends up awkward and I scare away people cause I TRY TO BE FUNNY OR TRY AND TALK ABOUT STUFF BUT I CAN'T. It's so hard to think up ideas to talk to people about, especially if I don't know them too well. 8(
I really hate talking to people in general. TPYING OR NOT. I wish I would do it more since I miss out on everything in the end uughh.

POKEMOOON! I'm so obsessed too, don't worry LOL.
I've been training and pulling together a SUPER FLY party in my platinum~ 8))
All I've been drawing are my pokemon aswell lately. Aahh I love theeem!
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Thank you...I'm hoping I do alright lol...tonight's the night ahh! T__T;; Good luck to you too on saturday! <3

I'd be glad to help! :D which legendaries do you need? c:

Awwwh! Thank you so much! n___n I smiled when I read that...it always makes me happy to know someone likes my writing ;; :heart: hehe now I want to go work more on it..C: And Giancarlo's too ohoho :iconteheplz: fun things >3>

You should! And then show your stories to me because I would love to read them ;; Even from reading the beginning of Zali's story, I can tell you have some serious skills in writing...I like your style, I'm impressed @___@

Yeah...it seems like the MSN thing isn't your fault...I know computers can be a pain sometimes with running programs...even MY computer sometimes gets weird with MSN..like it won't load up at all and I have to restart..luckily though it seems okay most times o3o; I hope to see you on sometime though :D

Same to you :D And good luck at YOUR graduation c: :heart:

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Anytime <3

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No, this is Patrick.
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i know just how you feel about the social thing im so horrible at starting conversation because im just like 'what do i say besides 'hey whats up' then how do i keep the conversation going ahgask im really loud when im talking to myself but the second i try and talk to other people i shrink its really quite annoying bu i have no idea how to change it.
ANYWAYS nini should submit more things, i love your artsss. i remember way back from neopets days that you were one of the artists i really admired.
BUT AHAHA i lost a good percentage of my old PPP friends from not talking to a lot of them. i talk to like...4 of them on a regular basis now, occasionally exchanging hellos with some others. OCCASIONALLY. a lot of the loss of contact came from the 6 months i was grounded but we all kinda started to diverge off before that.

CONGRATS on graduating though! the long experiance high school is finally over for you
ive still got 3 more years ahhhhh

ok i probably screwed this comment up but OH WELL I WILL TRY AND BE CONFIDENT.

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